Tomorrow from 9:00 to 12:00 I will be planting trees with Christine LaPlaca and Rotaract.  It is for community service.  That said, I DO NOT WANT TO GO PLANT TREES!

I know it would be a helpful and nice thing to do, but not tomorrow.  It's going to be cold in the morning and I already don't get enough sleep, so I dont want to wake up early on the weekend.  I do not want to dig through dirt or get near bugs.  I just do not feel like doing this. 

Another day I know I would be more than willing to plant trees.  I actually know for a fact I would do this another day, because when the idea came up to plant trees in Rotaract I was very excited about it.  I feel like I should go because I said I would, but at the same time I feel like I don't have to and I have a legit reason not to go.  At the same time I do not want to leave Christine by herself, but if neither of us go then it is just the other girl in Rotoract.

I think people have these kinds of thoughts a lot.  What to do and what not to do and your reasons behind it.  Is guilt a good reason?  After waying the pros and cons should you still do what you want?  I know we have to do things we don't want to sometimes, but other times we do things we do want to.